Via\u021ba de dup\u0103 are ca spa\u021biu de desf\u0103\u0219urare un univers identic cu P\u0103m\u00e2ntul. Dac\u0103 exist\u0103 raiul animalelor \u0219i raiul plantelor, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 dincolo sunt m\u0103ri, oceane, mun\u021bi, p\u0103duri, jungle, ghe\u021bari, de\u0219erturi, grote, parcuri, un preaplin \u0219i preafrumos de animale \u0219i flori \u0219i oameni care convie\u021buiesc \u00een lini\u0219te \u0219i respect.
\nAcest spa\u021biu, dac\u0103 e \u00een cer, cum se spune, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 e ca o cas\u0103 cu un nivel: noi st\u0103m la parter, iar la etajul unu, deasupra norilor, sunt cei care s-au \u00een\u0103l\u021bat, care au evoluat spiritual. De acolo au o priveli\u0219te mai frumoas\u0103 \u0219i de ansamblu, ne pot vedea \u0219i se pot bucura de noi, chiar dac\u0103 noi nu putem face acela\u0219i lucru. Dar oare cum arat\u0103 \u0219i cum sunt \u00eembr\u0103ca\u021bi cei care s-au \u00een\u0103l\u021bat? Dac\u0103 ei duc o via\u021b\u0103 ve\u0219nic\u0103, cum arat\u0103? Ca la v\u00e2rsta la care au plecat? \u0218i sunt goi sau \u00eembr\u0103ca\u021bi cum i-a prins epoca \u00een care au existat?<\/p>\n
E lini\u0219titor s\u0103 \u0219tii c\u0103 au \u0219i m\u0103ri \u0219i mun\u021bi \u0219i lini\u0219te \u0219i timp \u0219i rude \u0219i prieteni \u0219i animalele de cas\u0103 aproape. A\u0219a pot face ce nu au apucat pe lumea asta: se plimb\u0103, \u00eenoat\u0103, se ca\u021b\u0103ra pe piscuri, c\u0103l\u0103toresc \u0219i v\u0103d minun\u0103\u021biile pentru care n-au g\u0103sit aici resursele s\u0103 o fac\u0103, se odihnesc \u0219i relaxeaz\u0103, se bucur\u0103 de fiecare plant\u0103 sau animal pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 care treceau \u00een grab\u0103 alt\u0103dat\u0103, stau la taifasuri… Acolo nu mai exist\u0103 frici \u0219i presiune, nu se mai tem de moarte, boal\u0103, accidente, suferin\u021b\u0103 din dragoste, examene picate, nu mai au grija c\u0103 nu au ce s\u0103 pun\u0103 pe mas\u0103 sau cu ce s\u0103 achite urm\u0103toarea rat\u0103.<\/p>\n
E albastru deschis s\u0103 te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti c\u0103 acolo au lini\u0219te \u0219i c\u0103 ce au tr\u0103it aici a fost doar o etap\u0103, c\u0103 via\u021ba continu\u0103 \u0219i dup\u0103 ce noi am asistat \u00eencremeni\u021bi la scena \u00een care p\u0103m\u00e2ntul s-a c\u0103scat \u0219i i-a \u00eenghi\u021bit, sim\u021bind vi\u0219iniu cu gri \u00eenchis \u0219i ro\u0219u.<\/p>\n
\u00cen fa\u021ba mor\u021bii sunt un copil cu ochii mari \u0219i gura c\u0103scat\u0103, nu-i \u00een\u021beleg dimensiunea, nu o pot cuprinde, a\u0219a c\u0103 m\u0103 \u00een\u0219fac\u0103 cu nesa\u021b neacceptarea \u0219i m\u0103 roade p\u00e2n\u0103 la os deja de 40 zile. Acum e, c\u00e2teva clipe mai t\u00e2rziu nu mai e. Dar el e. \u00cen mintea \u0219i \u00een sufletele noastre, \u00een amintirile noastre care nu-l pot decupa de acolo \u0219i nici din poze, din tr\u0103iri, din locurile v\u0103zute \u00eempreun\u0103. \u0218i atunci cum adic\u0103 nu mai e?\u00a0El e, dar acum e alb \u0219i e lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n
Moartea e despre ne\u00een\u021belegere \u00een ceea ce m\u0103 prive\u0219te. Acum. Pentru c\u0103 sunt \u00eenc\u0103 prea crud de mic\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba accept\u0103rii ei. Fug de g\u00e2ndul nedrept\u0103\u021bii, sunt prea mic\u0103 \u0219i pentru a fi judec\u0103torul unor astfel de evenimente. \u0218i totu\u0219i, de ce? Care ne e rostul? \u0218i de ce ne \u00eemp\u0103c\u0103m mai u\u0219or cu g\u00e2ndul \u0103sta c\u00e2nd pleac\u0103 cineva care a vie\u021buit pe P\u0103m\u00e2nt mult mai mul\u021bi ani? De ce doare mult mai tare c\u00e2nd el era t\u00e2n\u0103r? Exist\u0103 un termen de valabilitate? \u00cel pl\u00e2ngem mai din ad\u00e2ncuri pentru c\u0103 nu a apucat s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 “o via\u021b\u0103 de om”, c\u0103 nu a parcurs toate etapele?<\/p>\n
M\u0103 pierd \u00een \u00eentreb\u0103ri, \u00een g\u00e2nduri, \u00een frici, \u00een culori, \u00een sentimente at\u00e2t de noi c\u0103 m\u0103 \u0219i intrig\u0103… Credeam c\u0103 tot ce \u00eemi va mai fi dat s\u0103 simt e compus din fragmente de st\u0103ri deja \u00eencercate, dar starea asta nu seam\u0103n\u0103 cu nimic. Nu are nume. Durere? Neputin\u021b\u0103? Furie? Parc\u0103 nimic din toate astea, ar fi pu\u021bin \u0219i la \u00eendeamn\u0103. Nu, e o stare inefabil\u0103 de amor\u021bire, de paralizie a logicii, a accept\u0103rii, e at\u00e2t de mult c\u0103 nu poate fi cuprins… \u0218i, stai a\u0219a: cum adic\u0103 nu o s\u0103 \u00eel mai v\u0103d niciodat\u0103? Dar \u00eel simt c\u0103 exist\u0103, \u00eei simt \u00eentr-un fel inexplicabil energia, v\u0103d p\u0103r\u021bi din el \u00een al\u021bii-un col\u021b de z\u00e2mbet, o inten\u021bie, un gest de bun\u0103 cre\u0219tere sau de ru\u0219ine\u2026 Cum adic\u0103?<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd pierzi pe cineva, cum te \u00eempaci cu \u201cniciodat\u0103\u201d sau cu \u201cpentru totdeauna\u201d? Termenii \u0103\u0219tia p\u0103reau pur literari p\u00e2n\u0103 acum, dar acum sunt de-a dreptul vulgari. MOOOV! Strident!<\/p>\n
Fac lucruri de care m\u0103 temeam \u00eenainte, m\u0103 tem de lucruri de care nu m-am temut niciodat\u0103, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la el \u0219i \u00eel rog pe Doamne Doamne s\u0103 \u00eel \u021bin\u0103 \u00een bra\u021be a\u0219a cum a zis preotul \u00een timpul slujbei c\u0103 o face, c\u0103 are grij\u0103 de el ca un tat\u0103. \u00cemi fuge g\u00e2ndul, dup\u0103 el vine altul \u0219i altul, mintea mea galopeaz\u0103, fr\u00e2neaz\u0103 brusc: aurora boreal\u0103!<\/p>\n
“Aurora boreal\u0103 e alc\u0103tuit\u0103 din f\u0103cliile pe care cei care au murit de cur\u00e2nd le poart\u0103 cu ei ca s\u0103 le lumineze drumul c\u0103tre Rai. Iar unui suflet \u00eei ia 3 zile s\u0103 ajung\u0103 acas\u0103, \u00een Rai. Iar azi e vineri, a treia zi, deci. A\u0219a c\u0103 o s\u0103 apar\u0103, aurora boreal\u0103, fiindc\u0103 e el, el o s\u0103 poarte una din f\u0103clii.” De ani de zile \u00eemi doresc s\u0103 v\u0103d “ploaia de lumini”, acum, cu at\u00e2t mai mult, a\u0219a o s\u0103 pot s\u0103 \u00eel v\u0103d cum str\u0103luce\u0219te pe cer. E stea luminoas\u0103 c\u00e2nd se \u00eensereaz\u0103 \u0219i nor pufos imediat cum se lumineaz\u0103. E acolo sus \u0219i \u00eei e bine, mai bine dec\u00e2t a fost sau ar fi putut s\u0103 fie. El sau ea sau ei, to\u021bi cei care au avut nevoie de lini\u0219te \u0219i au urcat pe scar\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i-au g\u0103sit-o.<\/p>\n
\u0218i totu\u0219i… \u00cen epoca dona\u021biilor, dac\u0103 fiecare ar oferi c\u00e2te o or\u0103 din via\u021ba lui sau o or\u0103 de grij\u0103 \u0219i aten\u021bie \u0219i afec\u021biune, a\u0219a cum doneaz\u0103 bani sau s\u00e2nge, poate c\u0103 el sau ea sau ei \u0219i-ar g\u0103si lini\u0219tea aici, la parter, \u0219i n-ar mai fi nevoi\u021bi s\u0103 urce la etajul mult prea \u00eenalt, unde n-a r\u0103zb\u0103tut niciun ochi uman. Dac\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
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P.S.: Tu (el sau ea), e\u0219ti ce poate n-ai crezut c\u0103 e\u0219ti…lumin\u0103!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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